So the end has come.

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Lublub194

I can create melody, I can create a beat, but I'm not the one who creates the emotions you feel.

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So the end has come.

Posted by Lublub194 - July 17th, 2009

It's here...

My friend's mom left his dad. I didn't know what to say, how to feel. That was 9 years ago.

Now I know how he felt. As my mom did the same.

Now everything that I've come to hold dearly. Has been swept beneath my feet. The solid foundation that my parents gave me, is gone. It's only a couple years till I need to make my own. So why not start now?

This being said.

Newgrounds is going to be shoved aside from my life. I'll still be on here. Still post, but everything that I need to do. Isn't on newgrounds.

The friends I've made on here are a great bunch, and I truly do hope you all enjoy yourselves, but as for me.

This is a time of sorrow, where I need to gather what truly is needed, and move on.

Thanks newgrounds for being a site where I can express my feelings through music.

My friend did, and here is his: Climax of Change. I wish you the best pizzabox. I hope your family stays togheter.

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Galneda 2009-07-17 00:54:47

Hey bro. You gotta prioritize in life, so it's all good...hang in there, man.

I recommend you socialize with friend's who have been through the same thing for support...it's not the answer to your problems, but it may help you in the long-run.

Lublub194 2009-07-17 00:54:47

I have, and It's helping. Though I don't care much for it anymore. I do realize that anything I say, can't do much to stop it. So... I'll wait for everything to be reset.

Thanks man :)

DN83 2009-07-17 05:46:15

I realy hope this doesn't happen to my family. Hang in there bro and keep believin.

Lublub194 2009-07-17 05:46:15

Dude. I feel for you too. I hope it never happens to you. Anywhich way.

fire118 2009-07-22 17:16:30

<a href="http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/164684">http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/liste n/164684</a>

Lublub194 2009-07-22 17:16:30

I can't cry.

ReFreezed 2009-07-23 18:09:19

Sad.

I barely remember when my parents broke up. I think I was 5 or 6 years old. They just weren't meant for each other. It's all good now though as they've both found new partners (and probably for life, I might add).

Better times will come. It's not the end. Believe me.

Lublub194 2009-07-23 18:09:19

I sure hope not...

Meh... I don't know. 16 years of them always promising never to leave.

They are now, and now... Well. I feel betrayed.

carl565 2009-07-23 23:22:04

wow.... i cant say i know how it feels, but i can say that i think it might feel like getting beat up by the strongest people in the world on the insides. i feel sorry for you, i wish we couldve made that collab, but now that you say this.... it might not happen. i hope you and your family can work this out... best of luck

carl565 (lol my names not carl)

Lublub194 2009-07-23 23:22:04

No. It's not really like that.

It's like watching your best friend. Sit there. Getting ripped to pieces, and there's nothing you can do at all.

I sit here on the sidelines. Just waiting. Waiting for it to end.

Emotions drain out of you, and you end up left with anger.

It sucks, and it's one thing, that I would never wish. Upon anyone.

fire118 2009-07-26 15:46:52

well your lil smile is crying.

Lublub194 2009-07-26 15:46:52

Hah. That's cause that's the feeling I wish to express...

Sacrafan 2009-07-28 01:09:30

=|
Wow.
I'm really sorry...
I Dont know what to say...

So the end has come.

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